and i wish i never stared into your eyes x3
Summer `04



Everything gets hotter when
the sun goes [ d o w n ]




Tans fade but the memories wont

* n A m E *
jessie aka jess <33

* Where I get my tan *
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* Surfer Boy Of My Dreams *
Ill get him soon enough

I live for the nights I*ll always
remember with the people i*ll
* n e v e r * forget


   

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Sunday, August 08, 2004
its cold and its august..wtf

Wow so much to say.. okies well the 30th of july me mandie danyella jon n tim all went to the moives to see the village. wut a stupid fucking movie.. we didnt even bother watching half but it was even that scary and it was just stupid borning and made no sense.. so neways in the middle of the movie me danyella n mandie went to the bathroom and on the way these 3 guys started talking to us and they were cool n all so we got their numbers and then we went back into the movie n it was almost over ? or we think it was haha and these bitches in front of us got soda all over me jon n danyella so someone threw gum in this girls hair HAHA it was so funny so we ran outta the theater and went to dunkin donuts then i went back to danyellas n slept over the next day we went out with her parents and went to Jimmies for dinner and then we picked up Mandie n met chris jose and jonny at the rec then i went home at 7:30 and talked on the fone with chrissie for the rest of the nite..sunday and monday i didnt do anything i dont think.. Tuesday i had to go to my grandmas with my mom for the day and then i came home ate and went with my brother to pick up andrea we went to blockbuster and then came back to my house where we just chilled and set off fireworks...she went home the next day at like 2 and then i was bored for the rest of the day.. Wesnday i think i was sick so didnt do nething and then Thursday mandie came over and slept over and haha we took a million pics and watched Honey and then we tried to go to sleep early bcuz we were going to the mall the next day but we were being stupid and singing so loud n danicng around my room and then at like 3 we fell asleep.. the next day we woke up early and went to the mall at 12:30  and mandie got some school clothes and i got a pink shirt from hollister thats soooo cute..and we went to the photobooth twice thats rite twice haha.. we need to be controlled with our pictures and this guy came up to us and hes like "CAN I TAKE A PIC WITH U" lmao funny times we saw some very disturbing things and then at 5:30ish we left.. she came back to my house and slept over again and everyone got their letter from school saying wut team and thier on and i didnt get shit yet.. :( we stayed up until like 2 cuz we were so tired and woke up at 12 and hmm i dunt remmeber wut we did but she left at like 3 and then i spent the rest of the day like sleeping. today i serioulsy think im sick i feel like totally shit and its cold outside and its august.. thats fucked up.. tomarrow i have to go to the drs and get my last shot for a few more years which is good i better not be sick or im gonna strangle someone


Posted at 03:47 pm by StillxWaiting
Gimmie a Kiss

Thursday, July 29, 2004
"ill be ur peanut ill be ur butter ill be ur jelly n u can be the bread"

Wow so much has happened since i last blog.. okies lets see the 22nd (thursday) i stayed home cuz i think i was sick and i didnt feel good.. the 23 (friday) i went to the mall and got my new contacts a pink new york yankees hat and my new cellfone =D its so cute and i have a good plan the numbers 4375821.. then i came home and chilled at home for the rest of the nite.. saturday andrea came over n slept over and i dunt remember wut we did but i kno we watched dont say a word and hardball.. Sunday she went home at like 3 or something and i was being harassed by someone all fucking day.. Monday at 4 Danyella and Mandie came over. Omg so much fun hahaha.. i cant even say half the stuff we did cuz wed get in SO much trouble, lets just say it was fun and we fucked with some peoples heads ahahaha.. we went for a walk and saw some ugly bitch >:| she bothered me and went to the park..Me `n Mandie got haircuts idk if ne1 could tell with mine it was rite below my boobs now its above them and mandies was SO long and now hers is like a litter longer then mine, its so cute tho!! we made up this gay as hell song ill be ur peanut ill be ur butter ill be ur jelly AND U CAN BE THE BREAD!!! dotn ask lmao we stayed up till like almost 6 in the morning and some fucking idiot called our cellfones at like 10 waking us up..Tuesday we got up n got ready and then watched this tape from 3rd grade with some play n HAHAHAHAH it was funny and then we were doing a dance from it n hahahaah they ended up staying another nite and we went to the mall but we got stood up so we ditched who was going tehre cuz they were late and went to TGI fridays and ate mozerella sticks.. then we came home and went crazy and cant say wut we did lol wesnday was fun as well but also stressful towards the end and this is all i have 2 say to a certin someone.

You use me, Im gonna use you back..DONT think i wont.oh wait i already did.. hehee.. feels great doesnt it.. neway dont fucking tell me im sleeping around and then say im prude i wont do shit with you bcuz your fucking nasty so leave me the hell alone you and ur idiot friends can leave me and my friends alone. ur fucking stupid if you thought i wouldnt find out what you did so FUCK YOU cuz i did it rite back .. so dont think its ok for you 2 use me but i cant use you welll haha i did it neway. dont fucking call my cellphone and dont fucking call my room line bcuz i seriously never want to speak with you again. uv already talked 2 my brothers so no need to meet them and seriously i will have u meet them if u dont fucking leave me alone. and guess what hunny you fucking 14 not 4 so you dont need to threaten me with having your mommy call my house, and go head have ur call. i could care fucking less.

Neways, today i had to wake up SO EARLY cuz i had to go church with my family at 8:00 for a mass for my poppy (grandpa) cuz he died a year ago =[ then afterwards we went back to my grandmas house and at 11 i came home with my brother and his girlfriend bcuz im tired as a fucker and my parents still arnt back yet... Me n mandie mite be sleeping over danyellas tomarrow.. hopefully cuz it was soo much fun last nite hahaha.. i think we're going to the movies 2 idk...I mite delet this journal bcuz i barley blog in it like mandie said its kinda pointless and its like i can even say half the stuff that happens.. but idk iv had this time since febuary so =/ i prolly wont but who knows

[ IN YOUR ROOM ]
What size of bed do you have?: queen
Is your floor carpeted?: no
If so, what color is it?: xx
Do you have posters on your walls? Of what?: ok on one wall its all pics of my friends n some cut outs from magazines, on another wall theres posters of hott guys, on another wall theres some posters, a caldnder, some stuff from my bday and a bullentne/whiteboard and on the last wall theres framed pics of the cat n duck from peter rabbit iv had since i was a baby and a picture of this angel and it says `Believe'
Do you keep your room clean, or is there junk all over the floor?: i keep my room clean most of the time or i cant go out but when its messy its relle messy
Are you allowed to eat in your room?: yes

[ HYGENE ]
How many times a day do you brush your teeth?: morning and night.
Do you take a shower daily?: every mroning
Do you wear purfume/cologne?: I wear body spray from like victorias secret or bath n body works
Do you wear deoderant?: of course

[ OUTSIDE ]
Do you go outside often?: yes
Is your lawn green or brown?: green
Do you have a patio in the back?: i have a deck on the side
Do you have a one or two (or more) car garage?: two
How many trees are in your yard?: like 4 or 5

[ ABOUT YOU ]
Are you male or female?: female.
Are you sure?: yeahhhh
Do you have any piercings?: yes 2 in each ear
Are you single or married?: single n loving it <333333333
Do you like your name?: yes
Do you like lotion? Chapstick?: i use both
Do you shave your legs?: yes.

[ MISC. ]
Is the sky really blue, or is it white with blue clouds?: haha never thought of it like that before.
Did that last question confuse you?: at first but then i got it.
Do you eat chocolate often?: oh definitely
Do you have a job?: nope
Do you like it?:err
Why or why not?:umm
Is your computer slow?: it's ok
Have you ever been kissed?: yes
Have you ever wondered why there is bark on trees?: i actually have a life so i dont sit and ponder those things
when you kick a tree, does it bruise the tree?: ew idk
Why do cats cover their poop and such?: i think only house cats do that.
What do you hear right now?: music as usual.
What do you smell right now?: nothing
Are you alone in the room?: yeah im in my room
Are you at home?: yes
Am I scaring you?: no
I think I'm going to go now, bye!: umm bye.



 


Posted at 11:59 am by StillxWaiting
Kissies<3 (1)

Wednesday, July 21, 2004
everything is hotter when the sun goes down

Friday i went over to danyellas and people were there n haha it was fun. danyellas cousin was so hott and me mandie `n drea kept talking about him and he was gonna sleepover but noo =[ i wish me n mandie took a pic :( we were swimming for most of the day and we went for a walk and rocks were being thrown at me drea mandie n danyella by some people *cough tim n zak cough* me mandie n drea slept over danyella n hahah it was soo funny me n mandie were doing this gay as fuck dance and i was lauging n my gum came flying outta my mouth n got stuck in my hair :/ danyellas mom cut it out n its not noticeable thank god.. then we were up talking n such and i was getting my eagle on LMAO *inside joke* and danyella fell asleep at like 1 nd we took ap ic of her sleeping and she looks like a midget lmao lmao. funny shit. then me drea n mandie were taking these pics that came out SO BAD n they were funny n we were making these faces n hahahahha. 2 bad u cant see cuz they were funny as hell. then the fone rang at like 2 something and danyella was [still sleeping] n she was liek THE FONE THE FONE GET IT GET IT and she grabs the fone hits the talk button puts it next to her ear n is immeditaly back 2 sleep. i found it amusing. haha. then we were tickling danyellas feet n they were going crazy!! n she finally woke up.. we stayed up talking n such till like 4:00 n then danyella n drea fell back 2 sleep n me n mandie were talking n we said the same thing n then we laughed n we were laughing the same and then at like 4:30 or 4:35ish we fell asleep.. then saturday, of course me n mandie woke up at basically the same time 9:30. then around 10 danyella n drea woke up.. by 11 we went in the pool.. haha we spent almost the whole day there and at 2 drea left.. then at 3:30ish zak broke the lader on danyellas pool.. n needless 2 say we had 2 all go home and i wasnt suppose 2 leave till 5 so i went to mandies :D we went on the computer n scavanged threw her room and then me n zak broke up.. yup thats it lol then i came home at 5:10 `n showered and my parents were yelling at me 2 clean my room n i was hungry n they wouldnt let me eat cuz dinner was soon so i talked 2 chrissie on the fone n ugh i was just in a bitchy mood n such but then my brothers girlfriend bought me some chicklets so i was in a better mood :) the stupidest things make me happy.. that nite i just stayed up till like 1 on the fone with chrissie.. monday I stayed home cuz i was tired as a fucker so nothing happened.. tuesday i went to andreas and we went to the mall n i cute a cami and cute shorts for bed that r black that say kiss me haha.. then i eneded up sleeping over andreas n we just chilled n talked n stuff n destoryed her guesthouse and then cleaned it up and went to bed at 4.. the next day we went swimming for then went to mcdolands for lunch... then went swimming again and then ate dinner and came back 2 my house were we watched tv and talked n ate and watched love dont coast a thing.. and yesterday was the 20th marking it a year since Simon died :'( *RIP<3* today we woke up late and just chilled around the hous euntil at 5 she went home.. then i cleaned my room and did laundry and now here i am ..


Posted at 07:19 pm by StillxWaiting
Gimmie a Kiss

Thursday, July 15, 2004
fun times fun times

on monday i didnt do anything cuz I was sad that chrissie was gone =[ so i stayed home and felt bad for myself lol. then on tuesday at like 5 or something Danyella came over and spent the nite. hahahaha. it was fun we were calling like everyone n haha u just hadda be there. neways the next day at 3 or 2 or w/e her dad came and picked us up and we went back to Danyellas house and got ready then we walked up the street to mandies house nd walked down to this river thing n zak and tim were fishing.. hm. neways then we went back to danyellas cuz i hadda pee.. and then we just hung out. then andrea came over and zak n tim came back and we went to the movies to see SLEEPOVER. thats rite. we all saw sleepover. even the guys. hahaha. Zak was yelling hi at people and the manger came in and yelled at us and said if we didnt stop we were gonna get kciked out.. haha but we didnt so its all good. it was kinda sucky but i wasnt paying attention 2 half cuz it was pretty borning. neways after the movies we were running away and mandie n andrea got a coffe coolata thing at dunkin donuts n it was nasty. yuck. then we were running around outside dunkin donuts n that lady YELLED AT US. She said we werent suppose to be back there. bitch. neways then we walked around some more.. then everyone left at like 9:15 n me n mandie were waiting for her mom n she came like 5 mintues later and then mandie came back to my house and spent the nite. it was very fun we stayed up till late n didnt even sleep that late so im tired.. she left at 3 n then i was on the fone until now and now im going out with zak =] thats bascially all that happened.. 2nite im staying home and tomarrow i mite sleepover danyellas with some people n we mite gonna camp out in her backyard. i prolly wont make it tho if we do cuz i hate bugs :(


Posted at 07:14 pm by StillxWaiting
Gimmie a Kiss

Monday, July 12, 2004
Chrissie roxz my kissyface soxz!

Wow I have sooo much 2 say.. On Thursday at like 2:30 we left for my house and arrived at the airport at like 3:30-ish.. Then Chrissies flight got there early at 4:16 insted of 4:38 ^_^ we hadda wait forever for them to get off the plane but when she came out it was funny cuz i was like CHRISSIE! n she was like jESSIE! n we started screaming n people were looking at us all funny and they ahdda move around us haha.. ugh then we went to luggage n her bags were like at the end of the whole thing and the mover thing kept going around and there was one suticase that looked like a rug and another that was just A BAG. that made me sick.. then we were in the car talking n such and we went to MCdOlands then we came to my house and were just chillin cuz it was like almost 7 or something so we talked in my room and then we were tyring on clothes and omg it was sooo funny cuz i was trying on a pair of her L.E.I pants and i got stuck in them =[ so i hadda get on the ground n she hadda pull one way and i was pulling the other and i was FIANLLY FREEE. then we found a very disturbing shirt from 3rd grade with a flower lMAO so we threw in my closet and they were APPEARING FROM THE DOOR. we were soooo disturbed so we took a pic hahaha then at 9 we went outside and set off fireworks/sparklers which was very fun ^_^ once they were over we came back in signed onlin ebut my computer kept crapping out and then tried on more clothes n took pics like a mofo.. we ended up going to bed at like 3 or something. then she woke up at 9 but i woke up at 10 the next day we ate and got ready and took more pics and then at 2:45 we went to the mall.. ^_^ We went to alot of stores but ugh we didnt find to much we ended up getting 2 matching hsirts from aero cuz it was 2 for 20$ n they were VERY cute and then chrissie got her brother something and a pair of flipflops and a shirt from 5-7-9. We didnt end up leaving until 6:30 and u kno wuts awesome me and chrissie r the same size and height n everything so when we went shopping we only one of us had to try somehting on. it was great haha. then we came home and got dinner which was hamburgers n HAHAH it was soo funnyc uz we were eating my room and chrissie didnt eat a lil part of her hamburger so i threw it at her and it flew off her back and somewhere on the floor and we have YET to find it and then she fell back on my bed n her braces got stuck on like a loose string or somehting n it was sooo funny we were screaming and things like that! Then hm i dont remember wut we did .. i think we went on the computer for a lil and talked n such then at 9:30 we went downstairs and we were talking to my brothers n their girlfriends n such and then at 11:00 Aaric (my brother) and Amy (his g/f) brought us to blockbuster and we were going aorund the store n this lady kept giving me a dirty look and i was very sick im like mehh.. we didnt even end up renting nething but we bought Glitter and Bring it on and she took glitter and i took bring it on and they were only 10 (for both) then we bough Twizlers, Sqworms (gummy bear things but their worms) and a very large hershey bar. iv never spent $15 at blockbuster b4 meh.  then we didnt get home till a little bit after 12 and we talked n talked n talked n the next thing we know its 5 in the morning.. so we went to sleep... the next day we both woke up at around 1:30 and we got ready and i went to my parents so they could give us a ride and my mom gave me a cellie!! i was so happy cuz they got new ones so i got the old one n its only like a year old n its so small n cute with free nites n weekens ^_^ then at 4 something we went to Danyellas and went swimming with danyella, lynnette n drea. it was very fun then we went into danyellas house and got ready and at 6:30 we left and me n chrissie, danyella n drea all went to the movies to see Spider Man 2 we were tryign to invite some other ppl (guys) but they were all lazy,broke, or were at baseball. meh. we went to the movies bought our tickets rampaged over to subway and got some hersheys ice cream ^_^ yum. then we went into the theater n these fatasses were behind us n these bitchy parents n their children were in front of us so we started chewing SO LOUD (which is hard 2 do with ice cream) n it was still the previews so me and danyella went and got snowcaps (yummie) and popcorn and then when we got back the movie was starting n it was so much fun. hahha me and danyella kept calling eachother cellies (chrissies didnt have serive) n danyella n chrissie were screaming random things and such and andrea was chewing SO LOUD n we were all lauging and throwing popcorn at eachother n making stupid comments then in the middle of the movie we all GOT UP were so loud n went to the bathroom and then we walked into the WRONG THEATER n we were screaming we're like AHH WE'RE IN THE WRONG THEATER HOLY SHIT WE'RE IN THE WRONG THEATER!! so this guy was like "shut up" we were disturbed and went back into spiderman and we were loud going down the isle. then we did the same as b4 and the ppl were getting SO annoyed you could tell and then the girl that was like across the row was PICING HER NOSE making everybody and their brother ill. So then the movie didnt end till like 9 something n personally, the movie sucked we didnt even pay attention to half cuz we were to busy being stupid and then it was so dragged out n the end was gay and we all know theres gonnabe a spider man 3. so andreas parents came n brought danyella home and me n chrissie were in the theater waiting for my parents n these guys were like trying to hit on us or somehting n they kept checking us out n they werent even that cute i was like ugh. n then we were walking to the car cuz my daddy came and this guy was like "HEY BABIES ::mwahz:: BABY WUTS UP" so we didnt sya nething n the guy was like "FINE BE A BITCH DONT SYA HI" so we gav ehim a dirty look and i wish i could have punched that fag right in the face. ugh. so we got home and ate pizza, watched thirteen and then went upstairs and at 3 we passed out. meh. Then yesterdaywe woke up at like 10ish? i think and got ready an all that and packed all of chrissies thing and we took more pics and were looking threw the ones from previos days n chrissie was taling 2 ryan on her cellie and then at 3 we went to danyellas to pick up our bathingsuits cuz we left them there.. so then we came home and we had to go to the airport and meh in the carride we saw some very DISTURBING THINGS. this one guy picking his nose, this other like half nakie guy on a bike, and this dude singing and ugh we were soo ill. so then we got to the airport and chrissie got her ticket and then we went to the giftshop were she got a gift for her parents sister n boyfriend n ugh the things in there made me so ill then we went to the bathroom and took some pics n were ill by some of the ppl we saw in there. then at idk wut time like 6 something chrissie had to leave to go behind the gates were she had to wait for like 10 mintues for her plane and we both cried so hard =[ and i cried like th ewhole way home and then my eyes kill..SO much more happened these 4 days but these r the basics, im tried i kinda wanna go to bed.. ill post pics later cuz we took all of them on chrissies diggie. and seriously, everyone is so lucky to have your BESTEST best friend live like downt he street or 15 mintues away. no one understand how bad it sucks that the one person who has been threw everything with me,and has been my best friend for as long as i can remember, and knows everything about me and is the only person i would trust with my life lives a million miles away. and it sucks i only get to see her like once a year..=[ Chrissie has a test today to see if she gets her license so good luck chrissie ^_^ ILU BFFE<3333

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Some picies of me n chrissie :)

[ Basics ]
Name: Jessie
Age: thirteen<3
Sex: Brasz n Thongz ;D
Grounds: P-rop haha 2o3
Live Alone: Ha i wish

[ Last Person You...]
Laughed With: Chrissie
Cried With: Chrissie
Shopped with: Chrissie
Had a serious talk with: Chrissie
Had an insider with: Chrissie
Ate a meal with: Chrissie ... this is getting ridicilous
Took pictures with: Chrissie
Went to the movies with: Chrissie Andrea n Danyella
Pulled an All nighter with: Chrissie
Get drunk with: hasnt happened .. yet ;D
Smoked with: hmm idk if i cant say =D
Called: hm.. i think chrissies cellie?
Text Messeged: Chrissie
IM'ed: uhhh Mandie?
Missed: Chrissie :(
Hugged: Chrissie
Fell in love with: never been in love
Made out with: if i said id be in trouble


[ Last Time You ]
Peed: like an hour ago?
Ate: iv been snacking all day
Showered: this morning
Smoked: hm like a couple months ago
Drank: new years haha
Had a sleepover: Saturday nite
Snuck out: hmm a couple weeks ago
Lied to ur parents: uhh whenever i went to the movies so saturday?
Slapped yourself: why would i do that
Pissed ur pants: idk prolly when i was like 2
Rolled in catnip: why would ne1 do that.
Went to a website: idk a few min ago

[ Last Questions ]
Do you want to die: Not relle
Do you miss anyone: yes =[
Have you ever been in love: Puppy love
Do you like anyone: if i saw him i prolly would
Can you sleep at nite: not unless im tired
Do you live with ur parents: yes.
Do you have a cellphone: Yes
Do you like this survey: its ok.


Posted at 02:31 pm by StillxWaiting
Kissies<3 (2)

Tuesday, July 06, 2004
do dee dooo .. survey

SECTi0N>1: ABOUT YOU_
+` name: Jessie
+` gender: girl
+` height: likee 5'1
+` hair color: blonde
+` eye color: greenish hazil
+` location: p-rop
+` fears: heights
SECTi0N>2: HAVE Y0U EVER_
+` peed in your pants: probably when I was little
+` cheated on someone: nope
+` fallen off the bed: yes...not too fun
+` fallen for a relative: no..gross
+` had plastic surgery: no
+` failed a grade: no ..thank god
+` broke someones heart: i doubt it
+` had your heart broken: yeah
+` done something you regret: yeah
+` cheated on a test: yes
+` broken a body part: no

SECTi0N>3: CURRENTLY_
+` wearing: Cami and PJ pants
+` listening to: Fat Joe- lean back
+` chewing: gum
+` feeling: tired
+` located: in my room
+` chatting with: nobody..they all left me..
+` watching: the computer sleeping
+` should really be: sleeping? idk lol

SECTi0N>4: D0 Y0U_
+` brush your teeth: yes
+` like anybody: not at the moment, but if i saw him i prolly would lol so i guess yea
+` have any piercings: ears
+` drive: no
+` believe in santa: no
+` ever get off the pc: yes


SECTi0N>6: THE LAST PERS0N Y0U_
+` hugged: i dont remember
+` gave eprops to: umm no1 lol
+` IMed: mandie
+` talked to on the phone: chrissie n ryan
+` yelled at: my dog
+` fell in love with: iv never been in love x_X
+` tripped: idk?

SECTi0N>7: PERS0NAL_
+` what do you want to be when you grow up: who knwos
+` what was the worst day of your life: no comment
+` most embarrassing story: i dunno
+` the best day of your life: ummmm
+` what comes first in your life: Friends
+` do you have a bf/gf/crush: crush
+` if you had an extra set of eyes, where would u put them: on the back of my head
+` what do you usually think about before you go to bed: um depends on the day, what I did, what I'm going to do tommorrow, my crush

SECTi0N>8: FAV0RiTE_
+` movie: thirteen
+` song: Theres alot.. Lean Back,Get OUt, Slow motion, Flavor of the week, Down, Vindicated
+` store: hollister..rave..weathervane
+` relative: hmm.. My cousin
+` sport: dance =D
+` vacation spot: I want to go to the Bahamas
+` ice cream flavor: chocolate chip cookie dough
+` fruit: apples, cherries
+` candy: uh Chocolate<3
+` holiday: christmas
+` day of the week: friday and saturday
+` colors: pink
+` name for a girl: idk?
+` name for a boy: idk?

SECTi0N>9: D0 Y0U_
+` like to give hugs: yes ^_^
+` like to walk in the rain: yesh.. i like to run in the rain.. unless i fall rite andrea lol
+` sleep with or without clothes on: with.. do i look like a nudist?
+` blue or black pens: blue
+` dress up for halloween: not really anymore
+` have a
job: no
+` like to
travel: depends wheree
+` like someone: yes..wasn't this just asked??
+` sleep on side, stomach, or back: side
+` think you're attractive: kinda
+` want to marry: eventually
+` have a goldfish: no..they all die right away
+` have stuffed animals: yes
+` go on vacation: not usually

SECTi0N>1o: WHAT D0 Y0U THiNK AB0UT_
+` abortion: it is up to the person..it all depends on what they think is right and if they want the baby or not
+` bill clinton: I hate him..he has problems
+` eating disorders: they are stupid..
+` suicide: Well its wrong but.. idk i guess it depends
+` tattoos: i want one sooo bad i either want a cross or these tropical flowers with my name on my lower back
+` piercings: some are cool but if you have too many they are stupid
+` make up: the only thing that mkaes me look good <3
+` drinking: haha.. no comment
+` guys: it all depends on the guy
+` girls: THEIR STUPID DRAMA BITCHES.. unless their my bestest friends *CL MP AU AL AB*<3

SECTiON>11: ThiS OR THAT_
+` pierced nose or tongue: tounge!! i want mine done
+` be serious or funny: funny
+` single or taken: hmmm depends
+` simple or complicated: complicated..when ur simple ur not fun
+` law or action: action
+` mtv or bet: mtv
+` 7th heaven or dawson's creek: 7th heaven
+` sugar or salt: sugar
+` silver or gold: silver
+` tongue or belly button ring: belly button.. but i want them both
+` chocolate or
flowers: flowers..they mean more
+` angels or miracles: both
+` color or black&white photos: both
+` sunrise or sunset: sunset
+` m&ms or skittles: skittles
+` rap or rock: rap
+` stay up late or sleep: stay up late n parrrtttayyy
+` tv or radio: tv
+` taller or shorter members of the opposite sex: TALLER!! those short ones need 2 grow
+` sun or moon: moon<3
+` diamond or ruby: diamonds
+` left or right: right
+` 10 acquaintances or one best friend: one best friend
+` vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
+` kids or no kids: hmm ask me in a couple years
+` cat or dog: cat
+` mustard or ketchup: ketchup
+` spring or fall: spring
+` give or receive: recieve
+` rain or snow: rain
+` lace or satin: both are cool
+` a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: HAHA i guess friendship
+` happy or sad: happy
+` corduroy or plaid: neither...they suck
+` wonder or amazement: amazement
+` sneakers or sandals: sandals
+` duct tape or scotch tape: scotch
+` candy or soda: candy
+` a house in the woods or the city: city

SECTi0N>12: 0THER QUESTi0NS_
+` do you go to church: nope
+` do you like church: its ok
+` why or why not: it gets boring sometimes
+` what's your favorite kind of tree: the pretty kind
+` out of all your friends who has the coolest room: Mandie or Chrissie



Posted at 11:24 pm by StillxWaiting
Gimmie a Kiss

Wow...

Once again, nothing happened today. I just slept, which is good because I dont think Ill be getting any sleep Thursday- Sunday. yeah. So neways, I was looking at people blog when I was looking at this random girls livejournal and she brought up a really good point, this is what it said:

" Just because I think I'm pretty doesn't mean I'm conceited.. It simply mean I have confidence and whats wrong with that? I don't go around saying how pretty I am, and I never brag about it. I just dont think Im the ugly.. Guys like confidence anyway so whats the big deal? I LOVEEEE PEOPLE. YEs I do, cuz they just LOVE DRAMA well KISS MY ASS SWEETIE PIES cuz im DONE WITH IT"

Thats very true. And I was thinking about it.. because I dont know if any of you have seen Mandies fotki, (im sure you have) But there have been so mnay comments how me and mandie are "barbie wannabes" and we are such whores. Yet this person says we're prude and has the NERVE to call Mandie, "Prude Peterson" Well we know who it is and i have been fighting with this girl for 2 days now. But im not gonna say who it is because ill probley get shit for it later but seriously can I ask EVERYONE something? How can you be prude and a slut at the same time? Do anyone even know what those words mean?! Because I seriously dont think that you do. This girl has the nerve to call us barbie wannabes? WTF. Yes maybe i do dye my hair but its nautrally blonde i just mkae it lighter, obv mandie cant help she was born blonde.. Yes we wear makeup but GOD WHO DOESNT. Almost EVERYONE does. and this girl thinks that just because shes a grade older she can say whatever she wants.. then she says (and this is quoted) "STOP THINKING YOUR PRETTY BECAUSE YOUR NOT." OK when the FUCK have i EVER said that i thought i was pretty?? I NEVER DO. Because usually I dont, yeah I have my good moments but who fuckjing doesnt. Which brings me to another point. DONT CONFUSE HATE WITH JEALOUSY. ME and Mandie have gone threw every single reason and theres nothing left, I have never done anything to offend this girl and she says she doesnt hate us but she thinks we think we're to pretty. Okies, Unless you are one of my BESTEST FRIENDS ( theres only 5 of you) yOU DONT KNOW WHAT I THINK or mostly what I do. SO DONT SAY YOU DO. Dont fucking act like Im 2 years old.. and guess what You treat me like Im stupid im gonna act like Im stupid. I dont think im a slut and i dont think im a barbie wannabe and i DONT think im pretty.. And that girl who said the statement above is RIGHT, people LOVEE drama. And seriously you can all KISS MY ASS. Becuase you need to grow up and think for maybe about 2 mintues the world DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND YOUR FUCING ASS. Because if you hate the fucking time, to diss me in my tagboard, or in fotkis and constanly say im a slut and im this and that there is SERIOUSLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU. IM not even just saying that, YOU PEOPLE NEED SOME TYPE OF MEDICAL HELP. Because iv never done anything to ever fucking offend half of you. And you fucking girls need to calm the fuck down. Im so sick of you and your drama bcuz you LOVE IT. GROW THE FUCK UP. I hate how most girls have to sugarcoat EVERYTHING and they live to make other girls life hell.. Why?! SERIOUSLY will someone PLEASE answer me why girls have to be so mean and they cant fucking upfront be like "JESS I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH U" nO you fucking crackheads DONT BRING IT TO MY FACE U DO IT BEHIND MY BAC. Oh yeah, that mkaes you look REAL COOL. You look like a fucking IDIOT. If you have such a fucking problem with the way I dress or how I do my mkaeup guess wut hun, FUCK YOU. GO play in some fucking traffic. Because its getting ridicilous for a while I couldnt even GO to mine and Jess' tagboard without seeing all this shit. IF YOU HATE US SO MUCH THEN FINE! BUT AT LEAST LEAVE UR GOD DAMN NAME. Cuz your just SO Cool that you can MKAE FUN OF US but you cant leave your name. Your all TALK and NO ACTION. If you wanna "kick my ass" GO THE FUCK AHEAD. Im not fucking scared of some pussy who cant leave their name. And then in Mandies fotki, there is no fucing excuse other then Jealousy. This is all im saying, If you hate me I WANT YOU TO SAY IT TO MY FACE AIM: ItalianxoxBabie EMAIL: jessiesgotmail@yahoo.com Dont fucking put it in some comments and IN A TAGBOARD bcuz thats STUPID. Im so sick of all this shit its not even fucking funny I cant even have a good summer without someone and their ASSININE comment. So yes, back to what that girl said, Maybe i DO think im pretty, Iv never said I was but maybe I do. How the fuck would any of you know though? I am not self centered and I jsut have SOME confidence. No need to break the little that I do.. Do NOT call me a slut, whore, barbie wannabe, hooker, prude, bitch, etc. Becaue I am not, I am who I am take it or leave it. But iv neevr aksed any of you to like me. So yeah..

Posted at 06:53 pm by StillxWaiting
Kissies<3 (1)

Monday, July 05, 2004
just one of them rainy days..

Nothing happened today.. it was rainy.. i slept almost all day.. last nite i went to the park and watched the fireworks from the house.. we didnt set ours off, idk why.. i guess we will when chrissie gets here.. heres an interesting survey lol

-<12 things that annoy you:

1 - Annoying People
2- When people shove things in my face
3- People who make me jealous
4 - My dogs
5- Crying babies
6- getting up early
7- being forced out of the bed
8- my parents
9- when my cat has 2 sit on whatever i need
10 - when i cant find something
11 - when guys have time to think about when their birthday will be in 10 years but they cant think about if they like me or not
12- Guys


-<11 things you cant live without
1- My Friends
2- Music
3- Phone
4- Food
5- the mall
6- money
7- Pjs
8- Boys
9- the computer
10 - Lipgloss/Makeup
11- Gum

-<10 you can live without
1- My parents
2- Bugs
3- Ugly People
4- Annoying People
5- Heartbreakers
6- The clock
7- teachers
8- morning breath
9- racist people
10- my pierod

-<9 things you wear every single day
1- my gold necklace (never take it off)
2- Bra
3- Panties
4- Contacts/Glasses
5- Stud Earings for 2nd hole
6- A shirt
7- Shorts/Pants/Pjs
8- Deodrant
9 - some type of spray


-<8 movies you'd watch over and over
1- Thirteen
2- Mean Girls
3- Now & Then
4- Dirty Dancing
5- Halloween H2O
6- Bring It On
7- Save The Last Dance
8- Enough


-<7 of ur best friends
1- Chrissie
2- Drea
3- Mandie
4- Ashley B
5- Ashley L
6- Bre
7- Carly


-<6 objects you touch every day

1- the keyboard
2- the phone
3- my hair
4- myself (not in a sexual way u perv)
5- my bed
6- my pets


-<5 things you do every single day
1-go on the computer
2- talk on the fone
3- see friends (usually)
4- play with my kitten<3
5- laugh

-<4 drinks that you couldn't live without
1- Orange Juice
2- Water
3- Apple Juice
4- Grapeade

-<3 of your favorite songs at this moment
1- Welcome Back - Mase
2- Get out - JoJo
3- Down - Blink 182

-<2 people that have influenced your life the most
1- Chrissie
2- My mom i guess


-<1 thing you cant go one day without thinking about
1- Wow, this is easy ask any of my friends lol *Him*<3

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OMG that survey took FOREVER


Posted at 09:32 pm by StillxWaiting
Gimmie a Kiss

Sunday, July 04, 2004
this summers turning out pretty good

these past few days have been soo much fun.. thursday i dont remember wut happened but all i know is me and andrea stayed up all nite and didnt get ne sleep at all.. and on Friday it was mandies birthday! * 14th * so my parents took me andrea n mandie to the beach ^_^ on the way there i fell asleep in the car and my mouth was open n they made fun of me for it X_x.. It was sooo much fun tho.. the water was SO cold but we went in neway and it took us ahwile but then drea just jumped in so we did 2 i wish i could go under but i couldnt cuz of my stupid contacts =[ there was a baby with a fro! hahah so we took a picture.. and there was a cloud that looked like a penis and yes it is captured on film.. haha we were in the water kinda deep but not a lot and this kid who was scary was like "IM DEEPER THEN U IM DEEPER THEN U" he had a lopsided face so i got scared and swam away =[ then there was this guy with a white hat doorag type of thing n the whole time he was staring at us.. =[ raper n HAHA there was this baby like waddling aorund NAKED n the mom was like displaying his nakieness to the whole beach so andrea was trying to snap a picture but they were giving us dirty look and ahh this guy with a video camera.. haha and all these fatasses in bikinis.. veryyy disturbing. bleh. more fun stuff happened but im 2 lazy 2 recap it all.. on the way back we went to mcdolands n ate a lot of food haha then we came back to my house for a couple of hours and it was FUN. haha then mandie had to leave at 6 to go back to h er house so i went back to andreas for the nite.. seeing as we didnt get ne sleep the nite b4 we went to sleep at like 10. yeah then on Saturday we went to her aunts n uncles for her little cousins bday party and we were just chilling to the end when we were in the front n everyone else was in the back and we were chillin on the seats n we had waterbottles n ANDREA POURED HERS ALLLLLLLLL OVER ME. So then i was chasing her up the street with my waterbottle getting her wet hahah it was fun tho neways when the water ran out we went into the back and me and andrea AWESOME aunt went to the kiddy pool and got buckets and dumped them alllllllll over her. hahaha then of course she came after me. it was fun but it the end we were soaked and it looked like we jumped in a pool haha the only thing that sucked was we were wearing white skirts sooo :/ heh. then i ended up sleeping over her house againw e stayed up late talking n stuff like that. then i came hom 2day and mandie was suppose 2 sleep over cuz it was the fourth of july but my mom sbeing stupid n is saying iv had ppl over all week n balh blah blah and other stuff that i wasnt listening to.. we're setting off fireworks tho but itd be fun if mandie was here :(

To see pictures from the beach go here:
www.picturetrail.com/x6xsexiix9x 
it sucks i couldnt post those in fotki but i cant because some people dont know how to keep there mean comments to themselves


Posted at 08:34 pm by StillxWaiting
Kissies<3 (2)

Wednesday, June 30, 2004
have fun in the sun get laid in the shade <-- lol

I dont know what happened Sunday.. haha Monday at like 5 or somehting Mandie n Andrea came over and it was soo much fun. we went to the park to see Ashleys game but she was playing so we went on the swings and dwon to the school and i kept falling haha..then when ashley (b) game was over we talked to her and her hair looks sooo cute!!  but then she had to go home so we went home to.. haha i dont remember half of wut we did expect when we went out n set off sparklers. that was soo much funn and omg we watched haunted hotels n we saw this guy hanging n it was scary =[ U kno wut i was wondering wut ever happened to that show believe it or not? Yeha neways we didnt go to bed till like 4:30 cuz we watched forenizic *sp* files and there was a ::gasp:: DRAG QUEEN this guy with like stellto heels ugh it was odd.. yeah it was fun but then manide had to leave at like 1 the next day bcuz she had to get her retainer fixed.. soo andrea ended up spending another nite and we went for a walk and it was SO hott and we were on the swings and i almost threw up. hahaha.. then we came home and ran around n such and then at nite we tired to set a fly on fire. LMAO. fun times fun times. We slept almost all day and then we ate and got ready and whenever andreas out of the shower we're going out im not sure whree but somewhere fun. haha yeah i think shes sleeping over again tho :) Fridays mandies birthday and then sundays fourth of july and then in 8 more days chrissies ocmming.. this week will be really busy but its gonna be fun so i cant wait ^_^ Oh yes, That girl in mine and jess a's tagboard is this kristina pieateck girl or w/e.. She needs a life so thanks for everyone whos sticking up for me in here ^_^ xox


Posted at 04:44 pm by StillxWaiting
Gimmie a Kiss

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